Bleeding...

Praying for healing.... still the continuous ongoing operation that takes a lifetime :) I sometimes feel luckier than all the people in the bible! He might have healed a bleeding one, opened the eyes of a blind one, made a lame walk... but for me, He's doing them all in a single person! :) 


Asking God to free me from the sin of jealousy and envy... he opened my eyes to the scene of the famous bleeding woman in Mathew 5: 24-34

The woman had been subject to bleeding for twelve years. She had suffered a great deal under the care of many doctors and had spent all she had, yet instead of getting better she grew worse. When she heard about Jesus, she came up behind him in the crowd and touched his cloak. Immediately her bleeding stopped and she felt in her body that she was freed from her suffering.

At once Jesus realized that power had gone out from him. He turned around in the crowd and asked:

"Who touched my clothes?"

"You see the people crowding against you," his disciples answered, "and yet you can ask, 'Who touched me?'" But Jesus kept looking around to see who had done it. Then the woman, knowing what had happened to her, came and fell at his feet and, trembling with fear, told him the whole truth. He said to her:

"Daughter, your faith has healed you. Go in peace and be freed from your suffering."

Thinking about "bleeding"....

Bleeding consumes you

and bleeding is a result of an "open" wound... never "saturated" or "filled", That is what keeps the cycle open.

Bleeding.. blood goes out.. and doesn't not flow-in back... your blood is "wasted".. instead of neutering your body

Bleeding is a state... 

And bleeding will heal only when that wound that consumes your blood is closed, shut up.

You are bleeding too..

Look at where the wound lies... what consumes your time or energy without neutering your!

You could be bleeding time at work that never gets enough of you..

bleeding emotions in a relationship in which you never feel satisfied...

bleeding your mind... in endless cycles of thoughts..

bleeding your energy looking at people around you, without building yourself..

Bleeding has to stop.. otherwise you'll live your life out of energy.. and guess what! you'll soon be dead!

The lady knew that she needed to have her bleeding stop! but she referred to the wrong solution that left her in a worse state! but 12 years were just enough for her to realize that!

For bleeding to stop.. the wounds had to be closed.. and none of the doctors she went to were able to do that! And for my emotional, mental and psychological bleeding to stop, I have to have my wounds healed!

I know only one healer on planet earth... 

The lady came near him, touched his cloak, and she was healed!

In order for me to heal, I have to come near him.. close to his divine character... close enough to be able to "touch" him. It was not that "she heard about him, called him over the phone and was healed... or she heard about him, asked a friend of hers who knew him to pray for her and she was healed... She went to him.. encountered each other... moved to the place where He was...

And she bowed down... otherwise she wouldn't have touched his cloak! If she wasn't down to ground, she'd have touched his shoulder, his arm.. but the bible says she touched his cloak. I have to Humble myself in his presence, in owe of him... on my knees.

She spoke no word... she just had "faith"... that "stopped her suffering"....

Heal us Lord... stop our bleeding...  "...and begged him to let the sick just touch the edge of his cloak, and all who touched it were healed." (Mathew 14:36)